I sat there, watching the message send, the words hanging in the air like a fragile promise. The park, once a sanctuary of joy, now felt like a tomb of our memories. The laughter of distant children and the rustle of leaves seemed to mock my despair. I wiped away a tear, wondering if it was too late, if we had already crossed a line that couldn’t be uncrossed.
The phone buzzed in my hand, jolting me from my thoughts. Josh’s reply was immediate: “Where are you?”
A mix of relief and anxiety washed over me. “At the park,” I typed back, my fingers trembling. Within minutes, I saw his familiar silhouette approaching. He looked as haggard as I felt, his shoulders slumped, his face etched with worry.
“Sarah,” he began, his voice cracking. “I’m so sorry.”
“Me too,” I whispered, standing up to face him. The weight of our shared grief settled between us, a silent testament to the love we had once cherished.
We sat on the bench, the very spot where he had asked me to spend my life with him. For a moment, neither of us spoke, letting the silence stretch, gathering our thoughts.
“I never wanted it to be like this,” I finally said, my voice breaking. “I don’t even know where we went wrong.”
Josh sighed deeply. “I think we just stopped listening to each other. We got so caught up in our own worlds, we forgot how to be a part of each other’s.”
I nodded, the truth of his words stinging. “I miss us, Josh. I miss the way we used to be.”
“Me too,” he admitted, his eyes reflecting my pain.
“But I don’t know if we can fix this, Sarah. I think too much has happened.”
The sincerity in his voice cut deep, extinguishing the small glimmer of hope I had been holding onto. “Do you really think that?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
He sighed, looking down at our hands. “I do. We’ve hurt each other too much. The trust, the love… it’s all been damaged. I think it might be better if we both move on.”
I pulled my hand away, feeling the finality of his words settle in my chest like a stone. “So, this is it then?” I asked, tears welling up in my eyes.
Josh nodded, his own eyes glistening. “I think it’s for the best. We’ve been trying to force something that isn’t there anymore. Maybe we both deserve a chance to find happiness, even if it’s not together.”
A heavy silence fell between us. The weight of our shared history hung in the air, but the future now seemed like a vast, empty expanse. “I guess we should say goodbye then,” I said, struggling to keep my voice steady.
” Goodbye Sarah,” Josh said with a forced smile.
I didn’t say goodbye, but simply watched him walk away, each step taking him further from from the life we had planned. The park, once a place of joy and love, now felt like a graveyard of broken dreams. I sat there for a long time, letting the reality of our separation sink in.
Eventually, I stood up, my legs feeling like lead. I walked away from the bench, away from the memories, and towards an uncertain future.

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